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Jul. 19th, 2009

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OK, maybe I'm overreacting... his msg was pretty casual and so is the song, but... it's been so long since a guy dedicated me a song... and the fact that he keeps thinking of me says something, right???? What if he's trying to keep things casual like I do, while feeling terrible inside????? Or not, and I'm just tricking myself into believing he suffers like I do. It'd be better if he didn't, though... this situation is terrible.
Thank God nothing hapenned (and the fact that he understood that nothing could is what made me like him even more), or else it'd be hell-on-earth!!!!!!

Torture!!!!!

Please stop this... I can't move on if you keep doing this... stop writing to me, but mainly, stop being so damn wonderful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Translation: Jewels is freaking out after Mark sent her a music video that reminds him of the night they hung out together and how he regrets that it was only one night.
But there's a lot behind tha email and that video, and I know it.
Thank God it was ONLY one night, damnit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jul. 16th, 2009

Gahhhh

Stupid facebook!!!!!!!!!!!!! It'd be a lot easier to get over Mark if we weren't constantly posting things on each other's walls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But this might be the exact reason why I love facebook!!!!!!
Good thing Pieter doesn't have one... or maybe he should...

Jul. 13th, 2009

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OK, this isn't me! I don't mope around the house because of a guy. I don't stop enjoying my soccer and F1 because something with a guy didn't work. I don't listen to whatever song is playing and think it applies to my situation with said guy. I don't torture myself going over and over his facebook photos. I may have done some of those things in the past when Pieter and I "broke up", but we had a history together, not a bunch of "what if"s... what the hell has come over me?????????????????
So I'll post this, go to sleep and tomorrow, I'll be soooo over Mark!!!!
"Sometimes...
What may be the best thing for you to do
Sometimes it the hardest thing for you to do
And thats real
Cause I know that I love you
I know how I feel about you
But I also know that don't make everything alright
And for that reason
I gotta say goodbye
Tell me have you ever been in a
Situation where the best thing you could do
Is the hardest thing you've ever done
But you try to do whats right
And I know that deep down inside
That I really wanna be there by your side..."

Jul. 12th, 2009

She's alive!!!

Yeah, I know I haven't posted in ages, but I've been more into facebook lately. Problem is, you can't say sth on facebook you don't want someone who is a friend of yours to know, so it's a good thing I have few LJ friends. OK, here I come... last night was sooooo wonderful and today I'm crushed. It felt so right, but it was only pretending. It would have been great, yes, and still, it's not meant to happen. And just the fact that he understood that and just held me when his eyes, like mine, conveyed that that wasn't even remotely enough makes me appreciate him even more. "Wonderful tonight" will always remind me of last night and I'm not sure that makes me happy or sad. But I learnt that even though I'm fine on my own right now, I really needed a guy to sing into my ear, to hold my hand, to slow dance together.
This morning... saying goodbye was so painful and yet I kept smiling because, in spite of this sort of heartbreak, everything was amazing, and I had tons of fun. Not just with Mark, but with the entire team, so I guess that makes up for my tears. I can't wait to see them all again!!!!!!
First Pieter, now Mark... why can't I find someone like them but without such HUGE complications????

Feb. 28th, 2009

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I've just finished watching the 2 trailers for the HBP movie and I don't think I'll be able to endure it... I mean, I can't see Snape actually doing it... I caught a glimpse and my heart died a little!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feb. 5th, 2009

Yayyyyyyyyy

You know I've always related to Blair Waldorf. Cool thing is, I seem to have found my Serena!!! Her name is Carla, and we met at the Ros Tower pool. She's pretty, uber cool, and well connected and we've been having a lot of fun together!!!!!
This could be the beginning of a beautiful friendship... or of a friendship of the beautiful!!!!!!!!!! (can't believe I'm quoting 90210)

Dec. 23rd, 2008

I hate soccer...

No, wait, I love it...
Nah, come to think about it, I hate it...
No, I truly truly love it. But days like today make me wonder why the f"#$ do I love it, I mean, it's not the fact that Boca is champion (which does annoy me, of course), but the fact that Tigre totally deserved to win the title. I've been rooting for them since they climbed to primera division. They've been doing amazingly ever since and I would have loved to see them cinch the title...
Screw soccer!
Well, no, not really. I guess this is what makes it so glorious...

Dec. 4th, 2008

Una historia sencilla...


Veamos… esta es la historia de una chica que tenía a alguien que creía era su amiga, llamémosla F. Al mismo tiempo, tenía a un chico interesado en ella, digamos, D. Entonces una noche, F le cuenta a esa chica que ayer D la invito a salir “de onda”. Y salieron. Y jugaron pool. Y quien sabe que mas.La pobre chica se enoja y se siente traicionada. De F mucho no le sorprende, porque es capaz de hacer cualquier cosa x un hombre. Pero de D le duele, porque creyó que era un buen flaco, y ella también estaba interesada… y el le explica que sólo quería salir con una amiga, que estaba aburrido. D, claramente, la toma de idiota. Entonces esta chica, decide mandarlos a los 2 al carajo. No directamente, pero se promete nunca mas hablar, mensajearse ni nada con ninguno de los 2. Ojala pueda cumplir, porque no se merece una amiga traicionera y un tipo usador.

Es una historia sencilla. Tiene una moraleja sencilla: ya no hay más códigos. Y lo más sencillo es la identidad de la protagonista: soy yo.

Nov. 28th, 2008

My life according to me!

Well, I sort of figured it’s about time I post on my life, so I’ll try to cover what’s been going on for the past months without boring anyone…

First of all, let’s talk about my vacation in Miami. It was pure and absolute luxury. Paradise. The Ritz Carlton was superb; service was marvelous and I met a lot of cool people (Boris I miss u!). And at the Fontainebleau, though it wasn’t fully operational, we felt at home, as usual. I shopped ‘til I dropped, and I’m sooooo in love with the dresses I bought at Neiman Marcus (hey, a girl has the right to splurge!!!!). I’d love to go back to Miami, like, tomorrow, but we’re planning a huge trip to Dubai for next year, so I guess I’ll have to wait!

In my love life, things have cooled down with Juanjo but I have two other “suitors”. I still have to decide which one of them, if any, I want to be with. It would be a million times easier if they were as wonderful as my Pieter. I hate the long-distance thing! Same goes with friendships, man, I really miss Katie, Susan and David and I would have loved to spend Thanksgiving with them, like I did last year!!!!

Anyways, I did celebrate Thanksgiving and Halloween at home. Mom was such a darling, helping me cook and everything! For Halloween, we carved a pumpkin, decorated our home and had spiderwiches and sweet potato casserole. For Thanksgiving we had chicken (instead of turkey ‘cause it was impossible to find one) with Susan’s stuffing, sweet potato casserole and dried cranberries. It’s fascinating what a wide selection of American goods are available at Jumbo or Carrefour!!!

For this summer, I’ll be going to Punta del Este and Mar del Plata, as usual, and maybe to Cancun with Marco. We’ll see, but I better make the most of it, since it’ll be the last summer I’ll be completely free.

And, as my previous post indicated, I got the scholarship and Ph.D. position I had applied for. Today I attended my first seminar and things look incredibly promising. Plus, I’ll make about 1900 pesos a month, which translates into tons of designer goodies!

All in all, I’m really happy with my life. Yay!!!!! And, BTW, Gossip Girl rocks!!!!!

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